It's Been Awhile & I feel So DUMB

It's been a little while since I posted anything to the blog. Work is going better now. Last week I was kind of ready to quit and for the wrong reasons. One of the girls I work with was not pulling her share.

I am still not sure what I am going to do in September when the other girls return from maternity leave. I've heard there is a full time position at the daycare but I am not really sure if I want to stay there or try my hand at the PO.

I feel so dumb because I feel like I have let Lloyd down. Our checking account is a mess because of the Pampered Chef business (my fault; I put in a charge for over what it really was) so now I am starting ALL OVER with that. I also feel like I have let him down because I can not keep the house clean (or rather even get it clean to begin with), keep up with the laundry, keep him fed, do my wifely duties.

Hopefully we can work things out. Life has been crazy though with practice for the Billy the Kid Pageant, work and everything else.