Stupid Mistake

Well I made a stupid mistake when I took the daycare position. I quit last Thursday and am back at the insurance office right now but don't know where I will be next week.

I'm also looking at somewhere else for daycare after the baby comes because I do not want to take my child somewhere that is not what I think is best for my child.

I Made my Decision

Well I made my decision. I talked to the daycare director last Friday and decided that I would go ahead and take the preschool teacher position at the daycare. It was kind of a tough decision to make but I will have to live with it. At least this way after my baby is born, daycare and Mommy will all be in the same place and hopefully be a little easier. Plus I will get a bit of a discount since I am working the same place my child attends daycare.

I really hated to leave my boss at the insurance office but I kind of feel it will be better. I hope I am leaving on good enough terms if I ever decide to work in the insurance business again. I am kind of thinking maybe becoming a preschool teacher will help me decide what I really want to do with my life. Maybe I will go back to college and get my Early Childhood Education degree or some sort of degree in Education. No matter what I know that God will guide me where He wants me to go.

Until next time ~i~

What to do?

What to do? What to do? The director from the daycare just called me & wants to meet with me to discuss the positions she has available. SO, I guess I will meet with her tomorrow & figure out what is going to work out the best for me. If I work at the daycare my hours may be screwy but I will get a discount on my childcare rate. I will also have to teach kids all day & then go home to one so I'm not 100% sure I want to do that either. Although I do not know what will happen when I go on maternity leave at the insurance office either. No matter what happens I will have to work after the baby is born & if I have to drive up here to Ruidoso everyday for daycare then I may as well work up here too.

I like kids & at one time I wanted to be a teacher so working at the daycare would fulfill that for me. But I also kind of like working at an office too.

I guess I will just have to keep on praying and asking God for guidance and direction. Your prayers would be appreciated too.

Until next time ~i~

It's 90% A ...

GIRL! WHOO HOO! I went to the doctor this morning & when he finally got the baby to cooperate it looks like it's a girl! We're not 100% sure though because the cord was between her legs. The doctor said from what I can tell the baby will be wearing mostly pink. If you want to know her name email me & I might tell you :)

Other than that things are going ok. I am still working at the insurance office and guess I did not get the job at the daycare as I have not heard anything & was supposed to hear this week. Oh well such is life. Hopefully we can figure out some way to be able to stay on top of everything and keep up with everything.

Lloyd's uncle is trying to get him to join EMS and be active with EMS & Fire in the valley but he doesn't want to abandon me which is nice but if he makes more money it would be nice. Plus he would be doing something he enjoyed with people he enjoyed being with. Oh well! We'll see what happens.

Hope all is well with all of you. Until next time ~i~